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"Everywhere" By:Michelle Branch |
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For some reason I have not updated this thing in years....well maybe a year?Not really sure but I do know it has been along time.I guess I got wrapped up in life and it just flew by...but for some reason something told me I need to come back to here..and here I am!
I guess alot has happened since I last updated...and no need to get into the meds I am on now and all BUT I will say this,I been doing alot of thinking last few weeks about things...actually about "freinds" and people you consider your freinds and you push these other friends away...and in the end you realize maybe you have been pushing at the wrong people and not the right ones.None of that would really make sense to anyone but me maybe....it's like....really hard to explain but I will just say if you have a true friend,one you care alot for...dont let that go..dont push them away because you think you dont need them or that you already have freind(s) that are there for you cause reality is...it seems the ones you think will not be there for you when your down in the dirt..are the ones there to reach a hand out to you and help you stand back up.
And I am hungry!I have not ate anything yet today,which is my own fault but I figure I will get something to eat when I am down updating this.
And to *JAMES* <--------------------------------------- I did see your post so ha!And hands off the ass already,you know better!~LOL~
you said you had things on your mind ,well you could always type them out here and put it private for freinds only,that way only people on your friends list can read it.And plus that way if you need someone to talk to we are here!(well some of us...)Either way sometimes it's best to just talk about what ever is on your mind..which is funny coming from me,I am one to keep it to myself lately.
And SpongeBob Square Pants is coming on tv right now,which makes my soon to be 7 year old very happy.....*pauses a moment* he will be 7 in August...and oh gee I am really getting old,had one of those moments where I just realized how old I am getting!!Anyways back to dear spongebob who lives in a pineapple under the sea,I also got my checks today..and they have spongebob on them(sorry James,hun,they didn't have the salt and pepper shaker from Blue's Clue's)
Now onto one of my favorite past times...Roleplaying.Which I do not do much of lately.I think because I thought I should only rp with select few of people and now realize..hey if I love to roleplay why not roleplay with everyone I can.Which I am going to try to do...e-mail rp or journal ones(which someone actually has asked me twice to do and I think I may do that one to,since he has asked me several times).So I need to get back on that rp train and have some fun.Like anyone really wanted to know that.But hey if anyone knows of any rps...let me know...I am really looking for Charmed roleplay.Buffy..Angel....wrestling...heck whatever,I am cool by it.
Anything else I need to say?I need food..I already said that but I am saying it again..FOOD...I am going to get some food now.
and a little something I found that holds very true..at least I think so..
**I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
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